I am having problems?

Since few months I am doing a lot of research on psychiatry because I am having a lot of concentration problems and depression continuously. I failed twice in 9th grade and sitting at home for 8 months. I am not some typical spoiled child, I just had more interest in computer games and I feel my mental understanding was low therefore my interest level in games was high. My father took me to a doctor when I failed my first year in 9th and did a iq test, the result turned out to be low, she said I had to do things 4 times more compared to other ppl but all I did was mugging up things except very simple things like history,english etc eventually got fed up,stopped trying and couldn’t keep up. But he didn’t do any further research with the psychiatrist about my problem and didn’t see if I had some major problem over that, it might not be just iq but another learning/understanding problem over that. I am 200% sure that I have a understanding problem/learning disability and I never had any serious relationship due to it, not even good friends…..I had a school councellor but she wasn’t able to help me get any good grades and I realized that I have a problem 7-8 months after I was suspended due to failing in 9th…Anyway I still can’t figure out exactly what this might be, I do have some symptomps from OCD like I am obsessed with my hair all the time and always spend 15-20 min on it before going out…I also have problems hearing words in english(complete sentences too sometimes) and I think its similar to APD(Auditory Processing Disorder) but it doesn’t affect me that much in my first language as I have it a lot in practise. This is not my first question but I still keep posting questions like this thinking someone might know what this is and I always feel better when I come here and I keep adding more and more info about my problems trying to add all my symptoms.. My main problem is that I am having a lot of concentration problems right now and my brain is not working like it used to. Nowadays I am acting emo,kinda retarded and always in depression whenever I see america’s got talent and ppl having so good personalities and I am still the same useless person sitting at home whole day,can’t socialize in any way and disabled to live a normal life….I keep telling my parents that I have some problem everyday I wake up and my sleeping pattern has changed too, I play games whole night 8 pm-6 am(breaks inbetween watching tv,dinner etc) and sleeping whole day like some disorder which has changed my whole mental understanding and forced me to live a different life. …Even my parents don’t care anymore and let me play games whole night……I know that I am taking a lot of stress but this is necessary or I will never be able to fix my problems…..Anyone know what this might be?

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