If i constantly and obsessively have the thought that i am ugly, does it mean that i have OCD?

I am 23 and i have already seen about 5 psychiatrists and about 7 psychotherapists in the past. The first ones told me i have a "depressive episode" or "depressive syndrome" and gave me Prozac. The second ones told me i didn’t need pills but psychotherapy which i didn’t find any useful. I started to feel ugly at 12 when i first heard from my colleagues that i have ugly features and since then i have been hearing it from people on the street too. My advantage is that i have a beautiful body; but i can also objectively affirm that i have an ugly face; it’s stuck in my head. I know that there are people who have real problems, i know there is war, poverty etc., but i am so self-centered and cannot get ahead of it: that’s just my constant obsessive thought. I just find myself very often walking on the street, beying out or at home thinking that i am ugly and it’s ruining my mood for a long time. Help!
On the other hand, i am an intelligent girl, I have had a happy relationship for 10 months now; it’s my second and i feel that he is my other half. I feel that he loves me back even though he doesn’t tell it to me. That and his refusing to present me to his family and friends (he is very good looking, 7 years older than me, but this is only his second and longest relationship) makes me crazy because it makes me feel that he’s ashamed with the way i look… I told him how i feel about it, but i didn’t tell him about this thought of mine beying so obsessive. I was given the advice (from different friends) to love myself, but i just don’t manage to!
I spend a lot of time putting on make up in the morning in order to feel "safer" to go out. But i really hate that i’m obliged to "put on a mask" and i’m not even very happy with the results: i still consider my features ugly (i think that make up cannot rise my face to the nowadays standard of "beautiful"), i still feel that boys consider me ugly. (I think boys can more easily love a girl with beautiful face features.) And this makes me silently angry.
I took Prozac for about 3 months (a capsule per day) and continued another 12 months with half of a capsule per day until now. The treatment just helps me not to burst into tears when i have thoughts of being ugly. But the thoughts continue to exist in my head though.
I just want to mange to accept myself as i am. I am really confused what my problem is. Please tell me your opinion. Thank you.

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