Teenage girl who needs your help.?
Ok, right, i’m 15 , female, from london.
Loads of girls hate me, i’ve had my facebook hacked and messed around with.
Erm i met a really nice guy, he is DEAD DROP GORGEOUS. No, really, every girl who sees him just dies.
But anyway, he lives far away and i saw him again this weekend, we’d been telling eachother how we loved eachother but i realised today that there is just no spark between us. So yeah, i guess that’s over.
So far, no friends, no boyfriend.
The only thing that’s going well is school work.
But i just feel shit.
Suicide crosses my mind too much, i swear i seriously am considering it. I really do feel like nothing matters, i don’t care about my future now, or what i’ve got to look forward to.
I don’t think god intended for me to live to be an adult.
I could just walk into the road, get hit by a car, and if i didn’t die, people would open their eyes for once.
I could see a school counsellor, but i can’t wait till monday.
I’m so so sad, there’s so much more i need to write but i don’t want to make you read it all.
If you can, leave your msn/hotmail whatever i am in big need to talk to someone soon.
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September 22nd, 2009 at 8:55 pm
Hmm,To be honest Every girl feels this way at least once .
I know I do
But if you really think about it this is just a bad week ,Next week well be always have bad weeks or times were i feel like crap about myself physically and mentally and than I have days were i feel like im the Shit like no one can do anything to get me down and my self confidence is higher than the sky.
You probably have one fried you can go to and talk to this about ,So my advice to you is to talk to one good & trusted Friend or person in your life because things well get better,And your still young there are way worse things people are going through just be glad you don’t live ina 3rd world country with nothing to eat.
Hope I helped!
~Crystal
September 22nd, 2009 at 8:55 pm
hey, i dont have msn or hotmail, but email me if you want kara6336@yahoo.com
September 22nd, 2009 at 8:55 pm
I’m not a psychologist, but, I don’t think you should kill yourself.
Make people feel sorry for you.
Frame those you hate most so that you receive sympathy while your aversary receives spite.
Maybe you should check if there is a spark there with the ‘DROP DEAD GORGEOUS’ boy.
If not, you can just go out with him to make the your enemies jealous.
I can’t count how many female hearts I’ve broken through those means.
September 22nd, 2009 at 8:55 pm
srry i only have aim
try finding a suicide help website to talk to someone
September 22nd, 2009 at 8:55 pm
Wait until Monday! Life do matters.I feel the same way sometimes like i dont matter and people hate me but I realize they dont.I also dont have a BF and i have never had one and its not the end of the wold.NEVER EVER THINK ABOUT SUICICDE!It crosses my mind sometimes but I dont do it and neither should you!You really are valuable and special and you’re future does matter because when you grow you could change the wolrd somehow.. just think about it and see your counselor
September 22nd, 2009 at 8:55 pm
i dont have msn or hotmail you can email me prettybabi45@yahoo.com
September 22nd, 2009 at 8:55 pm
shelbyseward_@hotmail.com
… I have msn.
September 22nd, 2009 at 8:55 pm
dont worry life is better thn tht dont kill ur self u only get one life so dont waste it i know it seems bad rit now but it wont forever okay? for now see a doctor talk to ur parents get a pet they r a great confert even if it a mouse also try and find out why theses people dont like u maybe u could stop doing whtever they dont like but dont change who u r when u leave school u meet new people.
September 22nd, 2009 at 8:55 pm
Hey I know what you’re going through. It s part of life.
Keep doing good in school, believe it or not it does pay off in its due time.. may seem like a long time…………. but successful people often say… I remember it like it was yesterday… for their hard work that took them years…….. so keep doing well in that at least.
Now the boyfriend thing, may seem easy to say…but forget about it, he lived too far, if he was any nicer, he would travel to come see you. So he’s either too cheap or just not worth it, you found out earlier, consider yourself lucky.
There will be more people for you as time comes, usually when you are doing good in all other things, love options pop up all over the place like crazy… lol.
Try working out, or a new type of work out, like swimming or a TEAM group sport like volleyball. Try a Coed Team, where there will be boys and girls playing together………… those are cool. You see more people and meet a bunch of friends.
Suicide thoughts, normal but not nice. It never feels nice when we feel like this. Try volunteering and helping out in an animal shelter or at a hospital……….. even reading for the blind… you can make other people’s life so much better with little things like this… you can get all kind of volunteering information at a local library… or calling the operator and asking… or do a search online… Life is beautiful, even on the bad days… THERE WILL ALWAYS BE SOMEONE WHO IS SADDER OR IN A WORSE SITUATION THAN YOU, like someone in an wheel chair or sick, or just like you, but stressing over something smaller than your problems……….. You can help them too..
Start doing well and see how good things will come, some bad here and there but they are just bumps on the road. It comes with growing up.
Now I suggest, make a list of all the good people in your life and all the ones who aren’t. The ones who aren’t cross them off the list… and stick to the good ones. Delete your old facebook account that you said was hacked and make a new one. Take a new picture. Use a good password and dont use public computers at school and forget and leave the account open, someone could come in and mess it all up.
Start over and you will be ok.
I had worse thoughts than you and I am doing well. YES from time to time we think our life’s suck and we want to drop dead, but you know what… when you do have nice days and see nice things and do nice things…………all these bad thoughts disappear……….. makes us stronger…
So please read this message as often as needed, are you religious?
Even that became a part of my life…
professorcactus@yahoo.com You can email me anytime..
Take care,
Alex, NYC